The big revelation to me was that with me, it all begins in my deeper thoughts, which then seek expression and that is when I feel them birth their way to my consciousness through writing.
I had never before seen my writing like that.
I want you to understand, that no matter what the circumstance in your life is, there is the deeper thinker in you, which seeks expression. It is up to you to figure out, what that expression for you is. The place where everything begins.
We think we need to put ourselves through these intense emotions because we feel, that if we don't do it, nothing gets done and we will not move forward. So we do what we have learned so well. We use willpower and try to make ourselves move forward until our conscious mind finds some little detail, that gives us the perfect excuse to stop, and that my friend, is the recipe for self-abandonment and self-sabotage. The ideal method to become paralysed by fear.